My Story

Hyo Jin Moon August 6, 2006 Belvedere Unofficial Notes: Joseph Kinney


Here are my notes from Hyo Jin nim's speech Sunday 06 August 2006.

My ability to convey what was actually said is limited. These at most convey some sense of what Hyo Jin nim said and are not a verbatim record.

Joe Kinney


Rev. Andrew Compton is the MC. All welcome Hyo Jin nim and offer a bow. (Hyo Jin nim bows to the audience; he brought a small notebook and opened it on the podium.)


Every time I do this kind of stuff (I believe he is referring to touring with True Mother.) I have to learn a lesson.


I have to do some soul searching.


I want to share with you my story.


What became really apparent to me is that Father really cares about Cain's children.


You may not feel it, but…


There is a formation growth and perfection. That is the way things are done. The manifestation of some new foundation that is the proper way to actualize it.


Any time when you have an Ideal based on a vision you have to have a plan and that plan has to be meticulous. It has to be absolute.


Whether you like it or not, because of the circumstances of the situation that we're faced with if we're really going to try to make it work is has to be based on something that will last beyond our selves.


You and me, we'll die in 100 years, to say it nicely. So based on that kind of cursory observation something is done; the ideal is done.


Of course that why you wait for the test of time. What we can see is what we can see as we struggle to influence it.


You have to do some soul searching. When you really want to understand ideal stuff. It's not just about you. You're not that important, you're not the subject of the matter. That's the first thing one has to recognize before you try to understand what the ideal is.


Then how would you understand if someone tells you, hypothetically that you only have ten years left and that the ideal will not be realized by then. Does that truth become non truth just because you don't feel it.


Just because of what ever you feel at that moment can the truth no longer be the truth? You really have to think about that. And what gives you that right to evaluate the truth based on your view point and decide which way to go in your life?


What gives you the right to make the right or wrong decision? That choice will define whether you are false or you are true, whether you have failed or you have succeeded.


Remember success is relative as well as is failure. It will depend on you and what you recognize. Success is making it to the next level. A lot of people just want to get out of the neighborhood that they're in.


I just want to get out of my neighborhood or out of my country. But just because you made that escape it doesn't automatically give you the right to say that you have the right to be in possession of eternal wisdom.


What you make of what goes on in the world and how do you put yourself in a position where you can actually make a difference?


Forget about somebody else. Just think about you and me. To believe in the ideal, you actually have to be in the position to stand in the ideal. There will be a process there will be a point of growth into perfection. You have to know how to expand this process on your own.


Otherwise you can say you're the child of God but it doesn't mean anything.


Do you understand how we want to be in formation. We want the ideal; that's a process. How can we overcome the challenge the challenge of our goals?


Whether you like it or not, you will face it one way or another. It depends on what you're chasing what your vision is. What you're going to make your life to be. What YOU make it. I'm going to die for this. That's what you're going to die for. Trust me. I'm going to die for something that you're not.